Ep. 017 – So You’ve Spent Your Life Trying To Be Loved Part 2 – Solitude, Ashes, and the Voice That Still Speaks: Whole Life Podcast Relaunch
Do you feel like you’ve spent your life trying too hard to be loved? Do you fear being left, so you cling tightly to people? Do you fear being invisible, so you overperform—bright, helpful, holding everyone else together—while you fall apart inside? That was me. I carried the weight of proving, fixing, and saving. I confused praise with love, control with peace, and intensity with intimacy. Until I heard God whisper, “Let her go. Let the fixer die. Let My beloved rise.” In this week’s podcast, “Solitude, Ashes & the Voice That Still Speaks (Part Two),” I hold a funeral for the fixer and invite you to do the same.
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